Verse 1
Midnight and I'm wide awake again
Your name moving circles in my head
Phone lights up
I wish that it was you
Funny how I still want what I can't do
Some nights I can feel it in my chest
Like your goodbye never really left
Pre-Chorus
Tell myself I'm better off alone
Then your memory walks me back home
Did I mean anything at all
Or was I just someone to call
Why do I still feel your touch
When you don't feel me that much
Chorus
You left me heavy where you left me
Can't breathe when your memory gets me
Down on my knees
In the dark again
Trying to heal what you broke in me
And I hate that I still want to know
If you miss me when you're alone
You left a hole and now I see
I'm filling it with pieces of me
Verse 2
Song comes on
I'm right back in that car
Tears fall fast
I didn't get too far
Crazy how a melody can steal
Every scar I thought was finally healed
Pre-Chorus
I still feel connected, that's the curse
Loving what I know could never work
But I'm learning not to chase the pain
Something's left so I can grow again
Did I mean anything at all
Or was I just someone to call
Why do I still hear your voice
In every silence, every noise
Chorus
You left me heavy where you left me
Can't breathe when your memory gets me
Down on my knees
In the dark again
Trying to heal what you broke in me
And I hate that I still want to know
If you miss me when you're alone
You left a hole and now I see
I'm filling it with pieces of me
Bridge
I can miss you and still move on
Two things can be true at once
I can hurt and still be strong
I can lose and still become
Bridge
You left me heavy where you left me
Can't breathe when your memory gets me
Down on my knees but not for long
I found my light when you were gone
And I hate that I still want to know
If you miss me when you're alone
You left a hole but now I'm free
It led me back to loving me
Outro
Every once in a while it hits me
Still hurts, can't let it get me
I think of you from time to time
Still miss your voice coming through the line
I know one day
I'll set myself free
Release the hurt
Bring love back to me
Back to me
