Verse 1
Lying in bed, just staring at my phone
Wondering should I call you
Maybe you're not alone?
Trying to hold back (if you only knew)
Can't help but question myself
What did I do?
Should've just stayed friends
Tried to keep it cool
Always wanting more
Got me breaking my own rules
Pre-Chorus
I replay the look in your eyes
How you touched me, how I lost my mind
Told myself it was deeper than lust
Called it hope, I wanted you too much
Verse 2
We went from friends to hands where they don't belong
Said I'd never cross it, still I stayed too long
Called it fate, but I knew the game
Been here before, maybe I like the pain
Pre-Chorus
Shouldn't be surprised
But it still chokes me up inside
Truth in my face
Still asking for your touch
Did you replace me that easy?
Was I just convenient?
Why I need your attention
Like it's keeping me breathing
Chorus
I knew better, yeah
I said that all before
But knowing better never stopped me
Wanting you more
Verse 3
I thought you were different
Thought I was too
Funny how solid I felt
Till I folded for you
I called it confidence
But it lived off your attention
Guess I only felt powerful
When you chose me, for a second
Verse 4
We went from friends to lovers
Now it's just me and the truth
Years of tension, for a moment
You couldn't hold on to
Bridge
I'm learning that beautiful don't mean secure
And wanting me bad don't make you sure
Chorus
I thought you were different
Thought my body knew
Now I'm standing right here
Still open for you
Outro
Phone's still quiet, night's still long
I'll survive
But damn, it hurts to be wrong
